SWF seeks.....Blog#2: The 1st Date

So, BartNoPazazz winked at me and then immediately followed with an email. I liked his style, he meant business. So, we emailed, then we IM-ed, then he told me that if I felt comfortable, I could call him. I said to him: "I am new at this, is this how it really happens?" He comforted me and said: "sometimes." That was good enough for me, we talked on the phone.

Well, we decided to go on a date (it was last Saturday, I am so behind on these blogs). Nice, my first internet date. We kept it laid back and did an afternoon date (yeah, I had to explain to my boss what this meant, basically, we had lunch at 2:30). So, we're talking and eating and I am realizing that we are having the same convos that we had already had. Then he's talking and I am not listening (because I have already heard it and it was not that amazing the first time) and I am realizing that there is absolutely no chemistry between us.

No chemistry at all. When we left he was trying to walk closer to me and doing the whole brushing up against me thing, but I was not feeling it, not even remotely. It is the first time that I have ever been around a boy, that I was potentially dating, and totally had no desire to jump his bones. Not even a kiss. He told me to call him....yeah, I'm not gonna to do that.